God says...

you have something you don't want to do, but you know God wants you to do it...He and i have been "wrestling" the past couple of days, the funny thing is, what he wants me to do, is not a big deal at all...in fact i told my husband and he teased me :) it's just hard for me- thus why He wants me to do it...it actually is beneficial for me, it just puts me out of my comfort zone, and that's an area i don't do so well...so tonight Lord, this is for You, b/c if it were up to me...i'd forfeit the benefit :)